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u kno my day went out so nice but then i got my results! shet! Sana di ko nalng nakuha. is this God's idea of a joke? or is it a way of him telling me dat I hav to learn thru mistakes and make the best out of it? thing is, i duno how.. im realy sad, im already second guesing my decision in nursing, but im staying because of frends mostly, im not sure i stil wana do this.. but i want to finish it atleast. crazy thing u kno, i cried when i realised i failed my nt2.. i realy ddnt wana stay for another year.. lol my sis saw me, and she was like.. dont worry, its only one subject..its not the end of the world. but she doesnt kno how much this means to me. like i'd hav to endure another year of torture and studying for nt and i wont be able to progress for my other nt subjects. i understand now how a 2nd year frend of mine told me dat some of her frends dropped out because they failed.. i gues nursing is just such a hard subject or the teachers make it hard? haha o wel..im just so sad..i just ate some lindt chocolate and im hugging my baby now ( hehe dats this sheep stuff toy i hav, its so cute hehe) well, i gues i'l leave this blog at this..
~char
THISweetMELODY.[9:26 PM]
If i were a month i would be: March hehe birthday this month! or may..cus it reminds me of gardens of flowers
If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday
If I were a time of the day I would be:10 am.. not too early not too late.. hehe for me or just before sunset..
If I were a planet I would be: Neptune, blue planet? haha
If I were a sea animal I would be:seal?lol i duno
If I were a direction I would be:east, lol duno y, it popped in my head
If I were a piece of furniture I wouldbe:a bed...sleep is heaven
If I were a sin I would be: envy, i'm a jealous gal at times
If I were a historical object I wouldbe: d great pyramids.. haha very majestic? ehehe and its old...
If I were a liquid I would be:a lake
If I were a stone, I would be:a gem.. amber sounds nice
If I were a tree, I would be? : umm apple tree yummy apples haha
If I were a bird, I would be:oohh hummingbird hehe
If I were a tool, I would be: a pen
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A rose or jasmine
If I were a kind of weather, I wouldbe: a fine day? ehee a bit of wind and sunny
If I were a mythical creature, I wouldbe: a unicorn..
If I were a musical instrument, Iwould be: guitar.. hehe reminds me of serenades
If i were an animal I would be: umm a baby tiger hehe
If I were a color, I would be: pink or yellow or blue (all pastel shades ehe)
If I were an emotion, I would be: happy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: lol carrots haha
If I were a sound, I would be: a sweet melody
If I were an element, I would be: ermm gold?
If I were a car, I would be:a beetle volkswagen
If I were a song, I would be: because you love me- Celine Dion, or One Sweet Day-Mariah Carey, or I Belong to Me-Jessica simpson
If I were a movie, I would be: one of those disney movies with a happy ending haha
If I were a sonnet, I would be writtenby: lol i only kno shakespeare.
If I were a food, I would be: chocolates hehe
If I were a place, I would be: some faraway island resort
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet?
If I were a scent, I would be: chanel coco mademoiselle
If I were a religion, I would be: catholic
If I were a word, I would be: beautiful
If I were a body part I would be: hands (touch for comfort)
If I were a facial expression I wouldbe: a laugh/smile
If I were a subject in school I wouldbe: history and science haha
If I were a cartoon character I wouldbe: lol duno belle haha from disney?
If I were a shape I would be:circle
THISweetMELODY.[12:40 AM]
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gusto kong umiyak.. lam mo kung bakit? kc sad ako, at mejo naiingit.. nakakainis.. hinde dapat ganito diba.. hinde ako dapat mainggit sa taong ito. kc alam ko naman na wala cya ginagwa, its just the circumstances i gues (mas marami cyang kaibigan at marami rin cyang opportunities).. jealous lng ako sa kanya.. and i cant do anything about it. gusto kong pumunta ng holiday and forget about everything and come bak as another person. its weird..but gusto ko palitan ang buhay ko or change my personality at least, na sana maging mas exhuberant ako o mas outgoing..pero its kinda hard diba.. gusto ko sana makita ang future.. kung magiging succesful b ang buhay ko o hinde and while im at it.. un past na rin, kung saan ako nawala...
ang love lyf ko daw:
no wonder how come your so baffled. In one sense.. you would love to have a bf.. but then you dont think your good enough ... However all your guy friends are either " so close" that you dont want to have a relationship with them at all.. except friends... but there is always a "possibility"
a day without sunshine is like night
THISweetMELODY.[12:25 AM]
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1.Wat song are you listening to now?-nothing
2. Color you are wearing now?- yellow
3. Now, who's on ur mind?- um no one realy
4. Now, what lyrics do you like so much?- It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you babyIt's just that I'm the one I need to be true to babyAnd I won't give up me to be part of youIt's not that I don't wanna have you in my life babyIt's just you gotta know that it's got to be right babyBefore I open up my heart to youI don't need somebody to complete meI complete myself Nobody's got to belong to somebody else, i belong to me
5. Where do you feel like going now?- umm glorietta hehe shopping in the phils
6. What movie do you want to watch?- happy feet? hehe they say its gud
7. Now, what do you want?- umm i want nothing realy.. im content
8. Current feeling right now?- bored nobody's ol
9. When is your birthday?- mar 13
10. Fave gift received last b-day?- camera!
11. Where did you buy ur pencil box?-newsagent place
12. How was work/school today?- no school.. finish uni for d year
PAST:
1. Last time you fell in love?- erm
2. Last movie you watched? With whom?- borat.. with beatrice
3. Last shirt you wore before theshirt you're wearing.- erm pjs un eh
4. Last thing you held?- food chicharon haha
5. Last place you've been to.- roselands
6. Last dream- cant remember.. about work ata
7. Last call you received?- galing kay may
8. Last testi you got?- not sure.. kay abi ata
9.Last message you got in friendster?what did it say?- ate myla.. was a forwarded msg
10.Last sms you got? what did it say?- haha abi where was i?
11. Last thing you did?- eat
12. Last present u got?- clothes hehe galing kay leyla
13. Last present you gave to someone?- kay kim.. mahal ng psp game mo kim!
14. Last issue u read in the newspaper/mags?- um cant remember
1.Who's the first person you fell inlove with?-lol
2.How many girls/boys did you likebefore?- ermm lots of crushes i think
1. Madali bang mahalata na may topakka?- anu un?
2. Matagal ka ba maligo? yes hahaoo tgal
3. Kumakain ka ba ng vegetables?- ye
4. Tamad ka ba?- yesh minsan
. Nagpplaystation kba?- dati
FUTURE:Anything you want to do or say beforeyou die: thanks for everything. it was a blast!
THISweetMELODY.[5:10 PM]
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wel 2day was our early Xmas party.. lol exchanged gifts. got kim a psp game Marvel Heroes and i got some clothes hehe it was nice and differnt.. but sumting i definitly wudnt normally pick..hmmm wat else happened today.. oh wel took lots of pics..nothing much to say..oh finished my prac. it went great hehehe ddnt forget anything or messed up.. ere's sum pics 
THISweetMELODY.[12:50 AM]
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lol today was fun! lol except d walking to circular quay! ddnt kno it was dat far from central! i have callouses on my feet and all for copenhagen ice cream.. haha the day was nice at least, like not too hot or too cold.. but der was light rain. lol walking in the rain (dat sounds romantic although it wasnt when we did it!) hehe wel before dat, we went to karaoke at city.. lol it was so fun! i missed the laughs with fabien, i can't believe fabien can be so crazy
THISweetMELODY.[11:03 PM]
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wee finished my last exam.. it was the hardest! and dats the one i dont wana fail in or else i wont be able to do any nurs. therapeutics subjects next term. hehe actualy ders stil a prac to go..
anyway, today when i got home, i realised that this summer is gona be a boring one. if i ddnt hav a job, ders nothing else to do..no more studies and not much to do at home(im not one who would clean and cook and all dat.. haha so yeh i'd be bored). plus Z's going overseas..now hu am i gona talk to.. hehe anyways dat was just an update.. m off!
THISweetMELODY.[8:30 PM]
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lol studying too much..wel only today! hehe omg i studied 12 tuts in 1 day! hehe im so proud of myself.. lol...im on my break.. exams tomorw! im stressing.. i dont think i'l remember all i learnt
anyway anyway.. its getting too (hmm how do u say it? stressful? crazy)
hehe wats been happening.. nothing much.. went out to city..3 days in a week i was in d city.. 1st with abi, then 2nd with z n h, 3rd, went to pick up my staff pack (im not wrking yet...i hate it.. stupid exams!) and also toured unsw.
i dont like this blog.. haha ere's my latest pics.. 
lol my face is too big.. hehe 
THISweetMELODY.[10:15 PM]
