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u kno lately, i've been feeling scared..i duno y, maybe i stil hav the memory of watching Saw 1 and 2 or those bloddy scary pop up images wen u least expect them. i'm scared that i'd meet a ghost or sumting wen im alone and its night..these images just come into my head and i get real scared. but i've been scared of a lot of things wen i was young. ghosts especially, maybe i havent grown up or maybe i stil believe that der are ghosts/spirits around (haha ryt beside u and me) lol i duno. i hav to stop being scared i think, or else how wil i live my life. i'd be scared to go out alone at night anywhere(not that its sensible to go out at night anyway). umm and a while ago i was kinda scared of sum free net tarot reading, not dat i believe dem but i was stil scared bout the result..cus of the use of the cards and stuff, i duno there was a forboding feeling..anyway enuf bout dat ..i just wish dat no one wud take advantage of this blog entry and scare me..>.<>
THISweetMELODY.[10:37 PM]
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i thought i'd just repost this...it is sweet
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her." If u open this you HAVE to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!.. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend, if you have a lot of love for someone..copy and send this to your whole list and in five mins ryour true love will call or message you
THISweetMELODY.[5:46 PM]
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aahhhhhh!!! formal!!!!! it was really good!!! i just ddnt like the food dat much and all the waiting for the second one. hehe well let me start from wen i woke up. wel woke up at aound 9am and ate a bit for breakfast.then took a shower..waited til 3 to get my hair done with hayley. took at least half an hour deciding on a style.hmm so 3.30 got my hair in curls, styled my hair, n put lots of hairspray in. at least it ddnt get ruined wen i move around. um then returned back to my house to get changed and put make up on. at 5.40 both hayley n i got into our dresses n wer primmed up for the formal. took LOTS of pics wid my fam and hayley.. hehe out at 6.20 to be taken in my dad's car to the formal but not b4 dropping by bevo station to get hayley's almost lost yr buk n invitation(hehe we tot they wont let us get in). hmm wel got to imax complex at 7 sumting..tot we wer late but no..dinner ddnt start till 8pm! (they said 7.30!) well met up with frends..naomi, roz, leta, subrina, manda's group and teachers!i almost forgot. pics pics! hahha went in, venue was real small..n ders was really no decorations. anyway... sat down..waited for fud..took mor pics..n finally danced!! hehe wel der was really nothing else to do after eating so myt as well dance! haaha even tho we looked real stupid...hehe its all gud! hayley ddnt really wana dance but i dragged her to the dance floor..lol! hmm hhe danced with ppol. i'l remeber my dance with michelle g. hehe she dipped and twirled me at the end of the song..but she told me n i was expecting it! hehe its all gud! i liked the nut bush song too.hehe in the end, we had to go cus i promised my dad we'd be meeting him downstairs at 11.30..last song i heard was oh mickey you'r so fine, your so fine, hey mickey hey mickey! haha me n hayley wanted to dance to dat song! but we had to go overall, formal was real gud and it was worth all the money and the time we spent worrying about what we'l be doing over der. hehe dats it from me!
THISweetMELODY.[4:40 PM]
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THISweetMELODY.[7:03 PM]
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wel wat a nice day. i finally finished HS. cant believe it really. im not overly excited nor overly sad. after busines test went out with k n z to eat at pancakes.i cudnt believe i ddnt finish the pancake, maybe because it was too chocolatey for me. maybe z wud hav half of it if she wasnt fasting. hehe n i cant believe k wud eat salad n wedges, weird combination of fuds. hehe n like z said quite bland. hahha anyways went to chinatown to take pics. hehe i luv the sneak ones by z, hope she sends it to me soon so i can post sum here. hhe anyway these wer wat we took(not the sneak ones) m i slotted in a pic of em n my sis wen we wer just kids. aint we cute? haha ps n do u like the songs? 
THISweetMELODY.[2:44 PM]
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wel serioulsy there's nothing to say...just went out to do a bit of shopping wid my mum then ate at subaway. hhe yum! i remember we ate at pancakes on the rocks wid my sis n TG n her fam (choc pancakes with strawberries), then me n my frends ate another pancake. this wid banana n choc toppings n walnuts. hehe it wasnt as fun as the first time, maybe because there was fewr food to share n it was the 2nd time we ate those stuff. anyway im off now. i cant wait for my yearbuk! hehehe o n i just changed my preferneces. hahah i put med sci for the first three of my preferences..hope to get in.
THISweetMELODY.[2:39 PM]
