pieces of me..

stupid results! arrrggghhh

2006-12-15T21:26:00.000+11:00

u kno my day went out so nice but then i got my results! shet! Sana di ko nalng nakuha. is this God's idea of a joke? or is it a way of him telling me dat I hav to learn thru mistakes and make the best out of it? thing is, i duno how.. im realy sad, im already second guesing my decision in nursing, but im staying because of frends mostly, im not sure i stil wana do this.. but i want to finish it atleast. crazy thing u kno, i cried when i realised i failed my nt2.. i realy ddnt wana stay for another year.. lol my sis saw me, and she was like.. dont worry, its only one subject..its not the end of the world. but she doesnt kno how much this means to me. like i'd hav to endure another year of torture and studying for nt and i wont be able to progress for my other nt subjects. i understand now how a 2nd year frend of mine told me dat some of her frends dropped out because they failed.. i gues nursing is just such a hard subject or the teachers make it hard? haha o wel..im just so sad..i just ate some lindt chocolate and im hugging my baby now ( hehe dats this sheep stuff toy i hav, its so cute hehe) well, i gues i'l leave this blog at this..

~char

ifs..

2006-12-15T00:40:00.000+11:00

If i were a month i would be: March hehe birthday this month! or may..cus it reminds me of gardens of flowers
If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday
If I were a time of the day I would be:10 am.. not too early not too late.. hehe for me or just before sunset..
If I were a planet I would be: Neptune, blue planet? haha
If I were a sea animal I would be:seal?lol i duno
If I were a direction I would be:east, lol duno y, it popped in my head
If I were a piece of furniture I wouldbe:a bed...sleep is heaven
If I were a sin I would be: envy, i'm a jealous gal at times
If I were a historical object I wouldbe: d great pyramids.. haha very majestic? ehehe and its old...
If I were a liquid I would be:a lake
If I were a stone, I would be:a gem.. amber sounds nice
If I were a tree, I would be? : umm apple tree yummy apples haha
If I were a bird, I would be:oohh hummingbird hehe
If I were a tool, I would be: a pen
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A rose or jasmine
If I were a kind of weather, I wouldbe: a fine day? ehee a bit of wind and sunny
If I were a mythical creature, I wouldbe: a unicorn..
If I were a musical instrument, Iwould be: guitar.. hehe reminds me of serenades
If i were an animal I would be: umm a baby tiger hehe
If I were a color, I would be: pink or yellow or blue (all pastel shades ehe)
If I were an emotion, I would be: happy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: lol carrots haha
If I were a sound, I would be: a sweet melody
If I were an element, I would be: ermm gold?
If I were a car, I would be:a beetle volkswagen
If I were a song, I would be: because you love me- Celine Dion, or One Sweet Day-Mariah Carey, or I Belong to Me-Jessica simpson
If I were a movie, I would be: one of those disney movies with a happy ending haha
If I were a sonnet, I would be writtenby: lol i only kno shakespeare.
If I were a food, I would be: chocolates hehe
If I were a place, I would be: some faraway island resort
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet?
If I were a scent, I would be: chanel coco mademoiselle
If I were a religion, I would be: catholic
If I were a word, I would be: beautiful
If I were a body part I would be: hands (touch for comfort)
If I were a facial expression I wouldbe: a laugh/smile
If I were a subject in school I wouldbe: history and science haha
If I were a cartoon character I wouldbe: lol duno belle haha from disney?
If I were a shape I would be:circle

~cOnTeMpLaTiNg~

2006-12-13T00:25:00.000+11:00

gusto kong umiyak.. lam mo kung bakit? kc sad ako, at mejo naiingit.. nakakainis.. hinde dapat ganito diba.. hinde ako dapat mainggit sa taong ito. kc alam ko naman na wala cya ginagwa, its just the circumstances i gues (mas marami cyang kaibigan at marami rin cyang opportunities).. jealous lng ako sa kanya.. and i cant do anything about it. gusto kong pumunta ng holiday and forget about everything and come bak as another person. its weird..but gusto ko palitan ang buhay ko or change my personality at least, na sana maging mas exhuberant ako o mas outgoing..pero its kinda hard diba.. gusto ko sana makita ang future.. kung magiging succesful b ang buhay ko o hinde and while im at it.. un past na rin, kung saan ako nawala...
ang love lyf ko daw:
no wonder how come your so baffled. In one sense.. you would love to have a bf.. but then you dont think your good enough ... However all your guy friends are either " so close" that you dont want to have a relationship with them at all.. except friends... but there is always a "possibility"
a day without sunshine is like night

questions

2006-12-02T17:10:00.000+11:00

1.Wat song are you listening to now?-nothing

2. Color you are wearing now?- yellow

3. Now, who's on ur mind?- um no one realy

4. Now, what lyrics do you like so much?- It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you babyIt's just that I'm the one I need to be true to babyAnd I won't give up me to be part of youIt's not that I don't wanna have you in my life babyIt's just you gotta know that it's got to be right babyBefore I open up my heart to youI don't need somebody to complete meI complete myself Nobody's got to belong to somebody else, i belong to me

5. Where do you feel like going now?- umm glorietta hehe shopping in the phils

6. What movie do you want to watch?- happy feet? hehe they say its gud

7. Now, what do you want?- umm i want nothing realy.. im content

8. Current feeling right now?- bored nobody's ol

9. When is your birthday?- mar 13

10. Fave gift received last b-day?- camera!

11. Where did you buy ur pencil box?-newsagent place

12. How was work/school today?- no school.. finish uni for d year

PAST:
1. Last time you fell in love?- erm
2. Last movie you watched? With whom?- borat.. with beatrice
3. Last shirt you wore before theshirt you're wearing.- erm pjs un eh
4. Last thing you held?- food chicharon haha
5. Last place you've been to.- roselands
6. Last dream- cant remember.. about work ata
7. Last call you received?- galing kay may
8. Last testi you got?- not sure.. kay abi ata
9.Last message you got in friendster?what did it say?- ate myla.. was a forwarded msg
10.Last sms you got? what did it say?- haha abi where was i?
11. Last thing you did?- eat
12. Last present u got?- clothes hehe galing kay leyla
13. Last present you gave to someone?- kay kim.. mahal ng psp game mo kim!
14. Last issue u read in the newspaper/mags?- um cant remember

1.Who's the first person you fell inlove with?-lol
2.How many girls/boys did you likebefore?- ermm lots of crushes i think
1. Madali bang mahalata na may topakka?- anu un?
2. Matagal ka ba maligo? yes hahaoo tgal
3. Kumakain ka ba ng vegetables?- ye
4. Tamad ka ba?- yesh minsan
. Nagpplaystation kba?- dati

FUTURE:Anything you want to do or say beforeyou die: thanks for everything. it was a blast!

early xmas party!

2006-12-01T00:50:00.000+11:00

wel 2day was our early Xmas party.. lol exchanged gifts. got kim a psp game Marvel Heroes and i got some clothes hehe it was nice and differnt.. but sumting i definitly wudnt normally pick..hmmm wat else happened today.. oh wel took lots of pics..nothing much to say..oh finished my prac. it went great hehehe ddnt forget anything or messed up.. ere's sum pics

K, eat, and a long long walk

2006-11-28T23:03:00.000+11:00

lol today was fun! lol except d walking to circular quay! ddnt kno it was dat far from central! i have callouses on my feet and all for copenhagen ice cream.. haha the day was nice at least, like not too hot or too cold.. but der was light rain. lol walking in the rain (dat sounds romantic although it wasnt when we did it!) hehe wel before dat, we went to karaoke at city.. lol it was so fun! i missed the laughs with fabien, i can't believe fabien can be so crazy o wel.. lol bry was great too. haha he was so into K..so like him tho, ahaha he sang to songs like wannabe and truly madly deeply . . hehe reminds me of our captain planet project! it was gud dat he got along with everyone(z, sophia, fabien, czar) and looks like he had a great tym. i did too.. hehe hmm we also ate at the uighur restau.. lol the asian guy z liked wasn't der.. awww we ordered lots of food again.. hehe atleast der wasn't a lot left. hmm ddn't do any shoping but i stil had lots of laughs so its all good.. came home tired.. anyway i gues this is it.. i'l update tmrw maybe..

;)

2006-11-27T20:30:00.000+11:00

wee finished my last exam.. it was the hardest! and dats the one i dont wana fail in or else i wont be able to do any nurs. therapeutics subjects next term. hehe actualy ders stil a prac to go..

anyway, today when i got home, i realised that this summer is gona be a boring one. if i ddnt hav a job, ders nothing else to do..no more studies and not much to do at home(im not one who would clean and cook and all dat.. haha so yeh i'd be bored). plus Z's going overseas..now hu am i gona talk to.. hehe anyways dat was just an update.. m off!

studying far too much!

2006-11-21T22:15:00.000+11:00

lol studying too much..wel only today! hehe omg i studied 12 tuts in 1 day! hehe im so proud of myself.. lol...im on my break.. exams tomorw! im stressing.. i dont think i'l remember all i learnt

anyway anyway.. its getting too (hmm how do u say it? stressful? crazy)
hehe wats been happening.. nothing much.. went out to city..3 days in a week i was in d city.. 1st with abi, then 2nd with z n h, 3rd, went to pick up my staff pack (im not wrking yet...i hate it.. stupid exams!) and also toured unsw.

i dont like this blog.. haha ere's my latest pics.. lol my face is too big.. hehe

bodyshop

2006-10-27T19:48:00.000+10:00

wel update. i got in body shop! yey! hehe body shop at pitt st. called me for training on nov 20. hmm wat else, finished clinical placements! yey! no more for this year..wel back to skul nxt week, eeps lots of exams and stuff to finish. nothing new realy.. ohh we hav yummy deserts today lol

i belong to me..

2006-10-23T17:56:00.000+10:00

T_T. ddnt get into myers and body shop ddnt call either.. i tel u i hate group interviews..its cus u hav to contribute a lot (wid their scenarios), and when u dont hav anymore ideas cus u all hav the same idea, they think dats not enuf..and i duno, im just sad and angry.. anyway.. der shud be more opportunities out der ryt? haha trying to be optimistic.. o well

awhile ago, i went to the morgue at campbeltwn hospital, got to see a 90 yr old lady dat passed away.. she looked like a maniquin, but u kno dat she did live cus she looked real as wel. haha my frend said my facilitator says she's obsessed with the morgue cus she always take her students to the morgue. hmm wel nothing dat interesting at c'town. i dont like the nurse im with, she doesnt teach and she obviously doesnt like me.. i was left alone most of the time so i just stayed with the other nurses..

just heard this song. i belong to me by jessica simpson.. i like the lyrics :)
It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

anyway, here's the music if u wana hear it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYnXCfvKbxg&mode=related&search=

peace n luv haha

2006-10-17T18:51:00.000+10:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful..

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON. sMiLe ALwaYs ^.^

holidays wel not really..

2006-10-06T19:39:00.000+10:00

dis was wat i did during my 1 week break.. see did no work at all!
1. enjoyed going shopping with Z and H. thanks for the phone thing! 2. went swimming at may's grandparents' place 3. went to the park and enjoyed the swing(when we wer suposed to be exercising!) and the slide at c'town was fun too! hehe

new blogskin

2006-10-05T22:19:00.000+10:00

hehe u've probably noticed the new layout but its got that irritating song! sorry.. i duno how to change it..but anyway hope u like it.
its been a really long week for me. maybe cus its back to skul for us.. and today feels lyk a friday(tho its a thurs) thats y i dont wana go to uni tomorw.. hehe wel hmm nothing new realy..

dying

2006-10-03T21:45:00.000+10:00

damn... ninong mel died today... October 3rd, 2006 at 4am.. shet its so sad.. and ninang abelle's bday is on the next day.. ang sad when i talked with her.. i wasn't crying then, but hearing her voice on the other line, i cried, cus she was trying to be strong, and damn if i can be like dat as wel when someone close to me dies. i felt so sorry for her..and i just hope dat she can stand up after this, that she can enjoy life as when ninong mel was with her. i do think that it wud take sum tym but i hope she does get up.
sigh.. i gues dats life and we just have to accept it. keep strong and smile thru the hard times and u'd be fine..

my mood

2006-10-03T00:13:00.000+10:00

I’m so happy right now, do u know that?
I’m so glad that today wasn’t a waste
Life is just beautiful
And I’m glad that I can experience it
With friends on one side
And family on the other
I’m really grateful…
Nothing like a chat and a smile won’t fix

quotes and songs

2006-09-29T23:55:00.000+10:00

these are some songs that are meaningful to me or relates to a part of my life, also some r my frend's so its not all me.

Oh I'm sorry girl for causing you so much pain
Didn't mean to make you cry---
Make your efforts all in vain
And I apologize for all the things I've done
You were loving me so much
But all I did was let you down
I really don't know just what to say
All I know is that I want you to stay

Chorus:This time I'm not gonna let you slip away
This time I'm not gonna let another day go by
Without holding you so tight
Without treating you so right
This time I'm gonna let go of your love
This time I promise you that we'll rise above it all
And I won't ever let you fall
I'm gonna give you my all this time

Oh I never thought that I was hurtin' you
Now I know that I was wrong
Now I know just what to do
Gonna try to bethe best that I can be
All I need is one more chance
To make it up to you-you'll see

Refrain 2:And there's one more thing that you oughta know-
All I know is that I don't want you to go .
~freestyle 'This time'

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
~GLENN FRAY 'the one you love'

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby please
Cause we belong together
~M.C. ' We Belong Together'

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
~lifehouse 'You and Me'

I don't remember when it happened.
I'd get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It's a little awkward that I keep saying to you that "it's nothing"
and that "my heart's just trifling"

Is this love?
And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
and the more the world listens the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Even if I try to explain my feelings,
the only true way to understand would be to become me and feel them.
I'm already inside of you, just how you're inside of me.
I don't know if we've gotten used to the meaning between us.

Is this love?
And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
and the more the world listens the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering.
I'll make up for all the time lost.
I'll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can't leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me

I'm loving you (until then) like this (only you) already
~ Howl and J. 'Perhaps love (eng translated version)'

me

2006-09-10T02:27:00.000+10:00

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luvlyf

2006-09-02T12:00:00.000+10:00

helo everyone! mern pa bang ng-bibisita sa blog na to, pati nga ako di na rn nag-susulat here e. anyway.. life's been crazy. may dilemma ako, may guy daw na may gusto sa kin pero he's like 10 years older.hinde ko alam kung papatulan ko o hinde eh. mabait naman pero ewan bad boy ata dati eh. kya bka nagloloko lng rin. sigh ewan ko ba. bsta wag muna nlng. ryt?

parokya ni edgar

2006-07-09T00:08:00.000+10:00

wow! parokya ni edgar concert was AMAZING!!!!!!!! the concert was fun and uplifting and loud! Chito is the best singer and he was so funny. wel cant realy explain it unless u wer there. it was just the best! also the band allowed us to take pics and gave autographs. hehe i wish my other freds came but then.. o wel they missed out. til here n lng m so sleepy now.. hehe

mayann's bday

2006-05-13T20:45:00.000+10:00

Happy 21st birthday may ann!

wel for memory's sake i have to write this blog. its saturday! and so we (abi, may, cheryl, jenny, laila, kim,ray n mj and i) went to city to celebrate. for memory's sake..i came late but not the latest cus abi, kim and mj came after me. for sum reason i keep missing the train im suposed to get on n therefore hav been coming late to lectures and meetings. hmm wel after we wer all gathered, we went to get neoprints first. may's reasoning: this has to be done first when we stil looked nice and fresh..hehe its tru tho. we had three takes/shots? and on the 2nd and 3rd one, the guys came in. lol it was sooooooo squashed inside! and it was hard to fit everyone in! hehe but it was stil gud. hmm after ,cus the guys wer getting hungry, we went to the korean restau at city. ate beef soup and seafood soup and spicy chicken and spicy prawns..yuuuummmm hehe and May also ordered a small bottle of sake..i only had one shot..tasted like beer.. oh! i ddnt kno dat laila and jenny wer drinkers! it ws them, mayann n mj dat finished the whole bottle. after, cheryl had to go home. and we went to karaoke. lol ray and laila bought a big bottle of Bailey's. its like coffee latte and beer mixed together. it was alryt..i only had a small glass..may, jenny n laila drank a lot mor than us. they came out feeling rather dizzy and seeing doubles. haha then after we had to bring kim's id to his work at RPA hospital. he's like the asst. supervisor der in the restau/cafeteria. he cooked his special (lol) fried rice, chips and made us coffees. mine was hazlenut latte yummmm! we stayed there for an hour maybe and just talked. went to station after then went home at about 7pm. i ddnt wana go home yet but i think ray had work tomorow and may was already feeling sleepy. lol all dat alcohol she drank...duno if she'l get home safe..sheesh tsk tsk hehe i was gud, i ddnt realy drink a lot. and ray ddnt either. when may asked him y he ddnt drink a lot, he said, i had to be the responsible one. hehe how sweet. wel dats it for this day. tmrw hav work.. then on monday first clinical!wahh gona see old ppol and fix der beds and giv them baths. sigh. wel dats it from me!

when it all falls apart...pick myself up

2006-05-01T23:09:00.000+10:00

When It All Falls Apart by The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell

It was all going so well (before you came)

And you told me you needed space,

With a kiss on the side my face (not again)

And not to mention (the tears, ashame)

But I should have kicked your (ass instead)

I need intervention

Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby

Everything is fed up straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up where do I start

Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

No Don't know where I parked my car

Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)

I put my faith in you

What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

And not to mention (I drank too much)

I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)

I need intervention

Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby

Everything is fed up straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up where do I start

Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No

Can it be easier? Can I just change my life?

Cause it just seems to go bad everytime

Will I be mending? another one ending once again

Everything is fed up straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up (out) where do I start

Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No [x2]

Falls apart

Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

paintball

2006-04-27T19:59:00.000+10:00

awww..i stil feel the effects of paintball...i'm all sore.. hmm kim's inviting us to go to paintball on his bday on the 4th..but noo maybe next year hahaha and its expensiv too. wel wat else. stil doing my assign for tomorow. i think i'l be able to finish, we need 1000 words and i already hav 600 i think so its gud. oh i just remembered, i'l be going to my clinical on the 15th to illawong for aged care. ughh bed baths...scary thought cus i saw a video of sumone doing a full bed bath now on both male and female...wahhhh wel dats it from me

abi's house

2006-04-15T14:00:00.000+10:00

wel went to abi's house yesterday and the day b4. ddnt do much, just a lot of karaoke and a lot of eating. also went to play eye toy, it was a realy fun game. hehe cant get over it, but my frend says it gets boring after a while, but i stil want one. i especialy like the pics they take and how they put it in ths animated person, and it dances and everything! it was so cute! hehe well here's sum pics!

borrrreed

2006-04-13T16:50:00.000+10:00

weeee the end of first semester!!! im so happy! no more assignments for another week tho we hav one due by the end of april. sighh... going to do a lot this month therefore going to spend lots.. i wish that i win the lottery or sumting.. im feeling realy bored now. wel wish u guys enjoy the darknes concert!

neverending assignements

2006-04-09T13:23:00.000+10:00

all work and no play makes homer crazy!!!

lol.. wel this week has just been a bit stressing. can't believe i stayed till 7am to do my assignment and i ddn t get any sleep at all since 8 am the day before. >.< well we hav another assign due on thurs. and i havent started on dat one either. we hav to tell an experience and say if its either nature or nurture that influenced our upbringing. and then giv a theory to support the first part. problem is i dont hav an experience.. i duno wat to say.. i'l be glad when holidays cum.-.-

sleepover

2006-03-28T20:01:00.000+11:00

yesterday went to sleepover at a hunted house! lol nah its only at my frend's place at minto. but seriously i think they've got spirits in their house. i ddnt see anything tho and i was awake for 2 hours after everyone went to sleep. its scary, their house cus they hav those pendulum clocks and it chimes every half hour and then every hour. when u u're just about to sleep it just shatters the mood and u hear noises. well my frend said she hasnt seen anything but her mum did. she said she was near the kitchen and on the spare room they had,she saw a white lady with black hair and in a flowing white dress. and i think she was as tall as the doorway..umm then i think they also see an old lady and she often shuffles to the toilet. once i think some1 saw the old lady and sum1 pushing her. the one that was pushing turned around and they saw her face....waaahhhhh!!!!!!!! hahaha i duno if they're tru. and then i think my other frend saw dark shadows quickly going to another room. i thnk she was serious too. haha yesterday nyt we had sum1 standing outside the toilets when we went to pee and we ddnt take our showers in her house. lol umm we just had dinner, talked with her parents(they wer really cool,funny and down to earth), then we had sum girl talks and then watched dvds til 2. we woke up at like 10 and just watched mor dvds then went home. ere's sum pics..we slept on the floor, cus we ddnt wana sleep on seperate rooms. and here's der really cute kitty

pics of me buks

2006-03-04T20:55:00.000+11:00

these are pics f my nursing buks! hehe i luv them dats y im devoting a whole blog for em. haha ders 1 more cuming i think. hehe im full on loving my course, we hav to get nurse dresses and lab coats. weee

first uni week

2006-03-04T20:02:00.000+11:00

well this is just a quick update about my first uni week. hmm uni. the first day was really stressful especially since my first day was 9-6 and only 2 hrs break in between. also i think there was just an information overload with me that day that's y when i came home i just had a really big headache and i just felt like i need a really long sleep. wel i came home and slept for like 2 hours and thank god that the headache had subsided. after dat Z messaged me dat our outing for the next day was cancelled cus sophia ddnt hav any money. wel me too.. eheh and so next day i had to go to city anyway cus i had to get my glasses. i ddnt get my glasses tho cuz it ddnt arrive at the optometrist yet. and so just shopped around and waited for my sis after her uni. wednesday, my clases wer 10-2 with no breaks. the day was alryt. it was skills and the room we wer in had fake bodies on beds and was set up like a hospital with respirators and tubings and this and dat. hehe it was really cool in there but we ddnt get to do anything with the bodies yet.. lol btw the bodies names are sophie lol. wel thursday, i had to go to skul early cus i had to meet up with this person who was selling me her second hand book. wel met her and bought sum of my books for 2 subjects. luk at the pics at the bottom. one of those, the fundamentals of nursing is like 7 cm thick! seriously i probably wont take it to skul anytime soon. but stil i luv my buks cus they're all new or sum of them are! hehhe friday was a gud day too cus i only had 1 subject yey! and that's only 2 hours. after dat i cud go home and relax. unfortunately i had work 6-10.30 dat day. it was a gud shift cus there was no grumpy, or snappish customers. altho there was 2 drunks who sat at our store for like 2 hours . we had to go call the cops cus it was just wrong that they wer der, they cud hav done sumting. my workmates heard them talking about raping girls and black people or sumting. it was scary the first time the guy walked in and i had to serve him too! wel today i had to work as well. my frends at uni IM me awhile ago and asked me if i've finished my tutorial workbuk yet. lol i havent even started! i'l probably start tomorw...wahhh a day devoted to studying....:( well dats it for now. bye

skul starts!

2006-02-26T21:08:00.000+11:00

wow! what can i say? Uni is finally starting and who in their first year wouldn't be even a tad bit nervous? even I am in a way. i'm getting excited just thinking about what would happen! lol hu in their right mind wud think that u'd get excited going into skul.. hehe anyway.. this next part is going to be angsty..just a warning..dont read if u dont want to

i duno, i've told ppol that uni isnt really that scary, that u'd get through it after the first few days but the thing is, i do think it is easier now than going into high school. u stil dont kno anyone,so of course u kno u hav to make frends.. i think that was the problem with me in my primary years, my only frends wer the ones that got close to me, i dont think i tried to make frends, it was always i need to study or they just ddnt make an effort to kno me.. everything was a blur those first few years.but when i grew older, i knew i wanted frends. i had a few but i never had those realy realy close ones until the end of yr. 6 and most of em changed skul so i was left alone agen.. it was also the year that i realised that frendships are those that needs to be based on loyalty and not just for popularity or anything like dat. ive made frends with the popular kids just cuz u kno they're popular and they'l recognise u whenevr u're with em..if any of my sj frends read this, u kno the incident with Zsa about all the 'suman' thing and she getting embarassed? i realised then that i'm better off without the popular ones just becuz if u're not their frend, they'l ridicule u to death and stab u behind ur back and so in a way i distanced myself from them.. and as i grew up i was always cautious of how i approach sum1 when i make frends, its only to those hu i think wil accept me the way i am. often i'd rather be by myself than sitting with ppol hu wud talk behind my back. so after yr. 6, my first year in high skul was probably the best yr cus i was realy part of a group with the HG . thanks hehe im happy to be ur megami.. i feel sorry that things ddnt work out with u guys der..i wish it wud hav..thanks also to my frends here, uve made my teen lyf fun
anyway gtg bye bye
my private thought..shusshh

all about me

2006-02-20T18:19:00.000+11:00

a personality/survey thing for me..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=char_ang

and this
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=char_ang

for feb 14

2006-02-16T00:31:00.000+11:00

happy valentine's day!!!! hehehe la lng. how was valentine's day for u guys?

chi gardens

2006-02-09T22:37:00.000+11:00

lol these are sum pics when we went to the chinese gardens.. we could put on a costume for $5. it turned out great esp with the nice scenery!

dreamy

2006-02-07T11:32:00.000+11:00

i had a weird dream today.. first i remembr my workmates in a lake, swimming and soaking in the water. Then i was packed in a small car with my relatives to be taken to see a procession and then to my grandmas place. the procession was about a re-enactment of the death of a king of denmark on the way to church i think.. lol so i got out of the car and saw the shot to the head of the king..then i described it to my other relos stil in the car(w/c was my sis and i thnk sum1 else) dat sum1 else was kinda snobbish and pompous and said she knw exactly how the shot was re-enacted cus it was described in detail by sum1 in TV. We wer parked outside the church, and was told to get out of the car to attend the mass or sumting. its funny cus while we wer waitng for the mass i think they wer telling the news..and then i woke up...

it was too weird not to record down..now i'l giv u the interpretation...hehe so
*lake-To see a lake in your dream, signifies your emotional state of mind. If the lake is disturbed then you may be going through some emotional turmoil. (ummm thinking..dont think so)
*coworkers-To see your coworkers in your dream, highlights aspects of your waking relationship with them, including difficulties/support. It signifies your ambition, struggles and competitive nature (well they wer laughing and playing so dats a gud thing ryt?)
* swimming- To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. (hmm its all about emotions..weird weird)
*Procession- To see a procession in your dream, suggests that you are ready to stand up for your beliefs.( wattt beliefs??? lol)
*king- To see a king in your dream, signifies much success and prestige to be headed your way. It is symbolic of power and control (yey hehe sucess)
* shot- To dream that you are shot, represents a form of self-punishment that you may be unconsciously imposing on yourself. You may have done something that you are ashamed of or are not proud of.( but i wasnt)
*Relatives- To see your relatives in your dream, signifies family issues or feelings. They represent some aspect of your own self
*church-( lol this ones funny)To dream that you are in a church, suggests that you are seeking for some spiritual enlightenment and guidance. You are looking to be uplifted in some way.

ok ok so after this interpretations, i realise dat writing this blog is totally pointless and uninteresting..hmmmm dats it from me..i'l update agen later..btw do u guys like my new blog layout?

the 24th of january 2006

2006-01-24T20:15:00.000+11:00

haha wats with the title eh..i duno..i'm not really thinking straight...i hav a really irritating headache and i cant seem to sleep. anywys
i got an interview to work at the reading cinemas in china town! yey! hehe maybe i can get free movie tickets or sumting. dat wud be really nice... hehe
well went karaoke with zahrah and hayley today! lol it was i'd say entertaining, funny and super embarassing.. haha but it was all gud..i finally heard z and hayley sing! we had fun and it was a good way to spend 10 bucks.. hehe
after dat we went to uni of syd for zahrah's enrolment..hmm ddnt do much, just went thru the procedures and such for enrollment. but i'd say, there was a lot to do.. i'l just ask dad to do everything haha..nothing else to say..but i'm leaving u with sum pics of a cute korean series..weee i love jae hee!

la la la

2006-01-22T10:53:00.000+11:00

wow, i havent updated for so long. ive been feelin lazy cus really there's nothin to say.. hmm i gues i shud start by saying dat my uncle from queensland came to sydney last last week. i finaly saw my cute little cuzin..hehe she's so cute cus she's half chinese, half aussie, and she makes beautiful eyes and gives cuddles wen told to. hehe ^.^ And so, with them here, we've been going out to eat a lot. up til now, i eat everything in small portions, and i dont like any oily stuff. umm they're back in qld now. they only stayed for a week cus of hotel fees and stuf.
oh and i got my Ls that week with them, but i havent driven at all. i'd like to learn soon but i havent organised hu's goin to train me yet. m so lazy..hehe
umm wat else.. o hayley's bak from england! so we'l probably go out sumtym. she's probably gona go to Sydney Uni with z, while im stuck at U Western sydney.. huhuhu.. i'l try agen next year to change to UTS but i duno if i'l stil like nursing. maybe i'l change.. hehe
hmm i gues dats it.. oh oh we got new air con installed yesterday!!! yey! its gona be cool now. hehe . wel m going out with my sis..bye bye

new year's eve or shall i say new yr's day

2006-01-01T02:43:00.000+11:00

hehe went to the city to watch the fireworks display!!! weee! hehee it was real nice.. theme was love/heart? the first few ones wer of heart shaped fireworks! real nice! then the other ones wer all sparkly and big and u kno..cant really explain it like this -.-' hmmm nothing much to say...except hav a happy, prosperous, successful, lovely new year!

wla lang

2005-12-30T15:15:00.000+11:00

hehe merry christmas sa inyong lahat! at advance happy new year na rin! enjoy ur presents, im craving for sum bibingka ryt now!!! wahhh! i miss dat.. yum yum. bsta pag uwi ko i hav to remind myself to eat dat. hehe on another note, ewan ko kung kailan kmi pwede bumalik pinas. sana naman soon pero alam ko na ang mahal mahal ng ticket pabalik. sana manalo kmi ng lottery ticket hehe..pero i gues meron pang ibang tao na mas desperado. anyway...havent been doing much this holidays, nuod lng ng mga movies nka 3 na ata ako ths december..haha harry potter, king kong, narnia, tapos manunuod pa ata ng just like heaven sa tues. hehe ubos na pera ko.... ermm anyway to nalng muna. latest pics pla

karaoke and work...dec.13 and 14, 05

2005-12-14T19:20:00.000+11:00

yesterday...
my sis, cuz, and i went to karaoke at capitol! haha the room wasnt dodgy at all. it was real gud but i gues the problem was it ws just a bit small, but considering der wer only 3 of us, i gues it was alryt. the room was airconditioned too so dats gud. we took the 2 hours happy hour with free drink. sheesh we chose so many songs..i think about a 100 but we ddnt get to finish all of em. i cant believe 2 hours wasnt enuf! most of the songs wer oldies too like 1900s. hehe ermm stil havent gotten mum or dad anything but i spent about $65 yesterday-->on transpo, fud (lunch and dinner), a polo 4 my sis, karaoke..all my money, my sis couldnt withdraw yet n i had all the money! wahhhh

and today...
worked... der wer 2 things dat happend today. this guy came in and i served him. der wer tables to be wiped down so did dat. the guy suddenly asked me sumting. i ddnt quite catch wat he said the first time but he was showing me a small silver box. i duno wat it was and he was kinda shoving it to me. my first thought was dat the guy myt be selling drugs so i baked away and was like "no, no i dont do that" but then he said sumting agen and i figured it probably wasnt drugs. he kinda had a dopey look so u kno i wud hav thought dat. it was kinda weird talking to him but he ddnt appear dangerous. and then he was saying to me: "hey you're a young girl, how would u liked to be proposed to. " i had this crazy idea that he myt want to marry me.. but thing was i think he was nervous or sumtng and he ddnt kno how to bring it up (i.e to propose to sum1). i said to him " i duno, i haven't been in that situation before" i felt sorry for him..poor guy, he looked desperate...then he just said "im sorry, i shouldnt have asked" and i went bak to the counter and kinda couldnt luk at him afterdat. i wanted to help him see but i duno..
2nd thing, i think i finaly had to admit sumting to myself. not gona write it here tho..its personal..
> laugh now cry later<

white choc

2005-12-12T12:07:00.000+11:00

You are White Chocolate
You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What tickles you pink?

Sweet Gestures tickle you pink

Hand-written love letters stuffed into your purse. Giving up a seat on the bus to a pregnant woman. You love the little things in life — and you know that they can make all the difference. Whether you're giving, receiving, or just watching from afar, nothing brightens up your day like a token of affection or seeing people treat each other with kindness.Thoughtful and caring, you often put the needs of others above your own. That's why friends and family trust you, your goals, and advice — they know that you always have the best of intentions at heart. It's simple really, making other people happy makes you happy. What could be better than that?

wat torpe means

2005-12-12T10:54:00.000+11:00

i copied this from sum1's blog..hope u dont mind (huever u are)...but u hav to admit its quite funny and its quite sad

"Torpe" is one of those Filipino cultural words. Its English equivalent, timid, does not fully capture its real meaning. But then again, neither does its local popular meaning. To most Filipinos, it simply means being shy with the opposite sex. Yet it is something more than that. In order to fully comprehend the term, let us observe a typical torpe and how he goes about his love life.

While most people fall head over heels for voluptous women, our torpe does not. The usual subject of his affections is someone who is, as childish as it may sound, nice. Our torpe easily falls for a lady who is amiable, congenial, and smiles a lot (it would seem that he looks more for personality rather than for physical beauty). He doesn't go after a lady just so that he can have someone to brag to his friends out.

Rather, he likes someone whom he could talk with, share some thoughts with, walk under the stars with. But neither the talk nor the walk really ever happens, for how can he talk to someone whom he shies away from? Being a torpe, he does not have enough courage to talk, or do any form of interaction, with his crush. He sweats at the mere thought of saying something to her. He runs (yes, this does happen) whenever he sees her coming and hides in some desolate room (torpes have sharp eyes and can easily spot their crush from miles away). And when he has no place to run or hide, our torpe simply passes her by and pretends that he did not see her, from fear that he may have to say anything to her. The most that he ever does is to take an occasional glimpse at her. And should his crush just happen to look at him too as he glances at her, a thousand stampeding horses rush about in his chest.

What happens if, by some freak of nature, our torpe is forced into a situation in which he has to talk to his crush? He usually just stands there and gathers dust, waiting and hoping that it is she who shall initiate a conversation. And if she does not do anything to start they end up saying "hi" and "hello" to each other 10 times over. But usaully, after the third "hi" and fifth "hello," the lady says that she has to go somewhere and leaves. Our torpe then blames himself for fouling up what seemed to be the chance of a lifetime for him. Don't get him wrong, it is not that he does not want to speak with her. In fact it's quite the opposite, he zealously wants to talk with her. He does anythign he can to get a chance to converse with his crush. He follows her home, to the library, to her classes, to the mall, to the church, eagerly waiting for her to notice and approach him. He would approach if he could, but the nearer she becomes the more his tongue swells. And when she is within talking distance, zoom! He runs away.

So, how does our torpe court his crush? Through letters. What he cannot say personally he says with pen and paper. At first, he sends a thank you note for some trivial thing, or a birthday card, or a christmas card, or a bar mitzvah card (torpes sometimes employ the most outrageous of excuses). If she sends him a note in return, he then sends her a letter. This time, the letter is a narrative on how his day went, but he ends it with a question on how her day went or on how she is. He hopes that she'll write back, but, almost always, she never does. Yet our torpe still writes to her, and writes, and writes, and writes, until she is literally flooded with letters. As time progresses, these letters start to contain declarations of love toward her. As I said, what he cannot say personally he says with pen and paper. This of course does not mean that he loves her any less than a normal person would. It's just that he's too afraid to tell her.

In the end, his crush distances herself from him, evades him. She is afraid that our torpe will think that she likes him too. But he'll never think this way. He knows that she won't fall for him; for who could like someone who's too afraid to talk, too scared to speak to the most important person in his life, too frightened to say the wrong thing to the lady whom he loves above all else. I should know-I'm a torpe too.

HOW CAN HE BE SO SURE SHE WON'T FALL?

makita kang muli by sugarfree

2005-12-08T20:50:00.000+11:00

pareho kmi ni mysh, gusto namin tong kanta na to. hehe

Makita Kang Muli Sugarfree

Wowoooh, wowoooh
Bawat sandali ng aking buhay
Pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay
San man mapadpad ng hanging
Hindi magbabago aking pagtingin
Pangako natin sa maykapal
Na tayo lamang sa habang buhay
Maghintay

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pagibig
Maghintay ka lamang akoây darating
Pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo
Ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin
Makita kang muli
Makita kang muli

Pusoâ€™y nagdurusa, nangungulila
Iniisip ka pag nagiisa
Inaalala mga sandali
Nang tayo ay magkapiling
Ikaw ang gabay sa akin tuwina
Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
Tanging ikaw

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pagibig
Maghintay ka lamang akoy darating
Pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo
Ng buong pusoLahat ay gagawin
Makita kang muli
Makita kang muli
Makita kang muli...

reflections..being scared

2005-11-30T22:37:00.000+11:00

u kno lately, i've been feeling scared..i duno y, maybe i stil hav the memory of watching Saw 1 and 2 or those bloddy scary pop up images wen u least expect them. i'm scared that i'd meet a ghost or sumting wen im alone and its night..these images just come into my head and i get real scared. but i've been scared of a lot of things wen i was young. ghosts especially, maybe i havent grown up or maybe i stil believe that der are ghosts/spirits around (haha ryt beside u and me) lol i duno. i hav to stop being scared i think, or else how wil i live my life. i'd be scared to go out alone at night anywhere(not that its sensible to go out at night anyway). umm and a while ago i was kinda scared of sum free net tarot reading, not dat i believe dem but i was stil scared bout the result..cus of the use of the cards and stuff, i duno there was a forboding feeling..anyway enuf bout dat ..i just wish dat no one wud take advantage of this blog entry and scare me..>.<>

sumting sweet

2005-11-27T17:46:00.000+11:00

i thought i'd just repost this...it is sweet

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her." If u open this you HAVE to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!.. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend, if you have a lot of love for someone..copy and send this to your whole list and in five mins ryour true love will call or message you

formal..is d same as in yahoo 360

2005-11-24T16:40:00.000+11:00

aahhhhhh!!! formal!!!!! it was really good!!! i just ddnt like the food dat much and all the waiting for the second one. hehe well let me start from wen i woke up. wel woke up at aound 9am and ate a bit for breakfast.then took a shower..waited til 3 to get my hair done with hayley. took at least half an hour deciding on a style.hmm so 3.30 got my hair in curls, styled my hair, n put lots of hairspray in. at least it ddnt get ruined wen i move around. um then returned back to my house to get changed and put make up on. at 5.40 both hayley n i got into our dresses n wer primmed up for the formal. took LOTS of pics wid my fam and hayley.. hehe out at 6.20 to be taken in my dad's car to the formal but not b4 dropping by bevo station to get hayley's almost lost yr buk n invitation(hehe we tot they wont let us get in). hmm wel got to imax complex at 7 sumting..tot we wer late but no..dinner ddnt start till 8pm! (they said 7.30!) well met up with frends..naomi, roz, leta, subrina, manda's group and teachers!i almost forgot. pics pics! hahha went in, venue was real small..n ders was really no decorations. anyway... sat down..waited for fud..took mor pics..n finally danced!! hehe wel der was really nothing else to do after eating so myt as well dance! haaha even tho we looked real stupid...hehe its all gud! hayley ddnt really wana dance but i dragged her to the dance floor..lol! hmm hhe danced with ppol. i'l remeber my dance with michelle g. hehe she dipped and twirled me at the end of the song..but she told me n i was expecting it! hehe its all gud! i liked the nut bush song too.hehe in the end, we had to go cus i promised my dad we'd be meeting him downstairs at 11.30..last song i heard was oh mickey you'r so fine, your so fine, hey mickey hey mickey! haha me n hayley wanted to dance to dat song! but we had to go overall, formal was real gud and it was worth all the money and the time we spent worrying about what we'l be doing over der. hehe dats it from me!

trying it out

2005-11-21T19:03:00.000+11:00

finish

2005-11-10T14:44:00.000+11:00

wel wat a nice day. i finally finished HS. cant believe it really. im not overly excited nor overly sad. after busines test went out with k n z to eat at pancakes.i cudnt believe i ddnt finish the pancake, maybe because it was too chocolatey for me. maybe z wud hav half of it if she wasnt fasting. hehe n i cant believe k wud eat salad n wedges, weird combination of fuds. hehe n like z said quite bland. hahha anyways went to chinatown to take pics. hehe i luv the sneak ones by z, hope she sends it to me soon so i can post sum here. hhe anyway these wer wat we took(not the sneak ones) m i slotted in a pic of em n my sis wen we wer just kids. aint we cute? haha ps n do u like the songs?

any old day

2005-11-08T14:39:00.000+11:00

wel serioulsy there's nothing to say...just went out to do a bit of shopping wid my mum then ate at subaway. hhe yum! i remember we ate at pancakes on the rocks wid my sis n TG n her fam (choc pancakes with strawberries), then me n my frends ate another pancake. this wid banana n choc toppings n walnuts. hehe it wasnt as fun as the first time, maybe because there was fewr food to share n it was the 2nd time we ate those stuff. anyway im off now. i cant wait for my yearbuk! hehehe o n i just changed my preferneces. hahah i put med sci for the first three of my preferences..hope to get in.

d sweetest thing

2005-10-30T20:29:00.000+11:00

Okk this is my 4th time writing this blog…grrr…and I was gonna write sum nice stuff too. Anyway on wid the blog.. Wel, went out shopping on wednesday n actually bought sumthing. Haha a baby pink visor hat and a chocolate brown messenger bag. It was quite cheap too considering it came from FCUK or French connection. After dat, I was SUPPOSED to go home and do sum studying but then decided against it. We went to that Lindt shop at Martin Place. It looked so posh. Hmm just had lindt mocca I think it was called. Yumm but I was already full before dat so ddnt realy finish it. We ddnt buy any chocolates. :( hehe n then continued window-shopping. Hehe we went to a Billabong store n was looking around. I spotted a yellow messenger bag( haha wats up wid me n messenger bags) on a very high shelf. This aussie guy then came up to me/us n said: “would u like me to get u anything?cuz u kno I’m tall and I can” hhahaha n he made a slight demonstration of touching the shelf. Haha the way he said it n that act was so cute ^.^ my mum asked him to get the bag but we of curs ddnt buy it cus I just bought 1. anyway this is the whole pt.of this sweet blog..hehe cute/nice guys…sigh ;)

rose

2005-10-25T15:55:00.000+10:00

White Rose
Innocence; Purity; Heavenly; Secrecy and Silence

hehe naisipan ko lng maglagay ng rose dito. i'd hav to say na eto cguro un pinaka gusto kong bulaklak. cant explain tlga kung bkt eto un gusto ko.khit na mabilis cya malanta,maganda pa rn naman sa una.

simpson quotes

2005-10-23T16:39:00.000+10:00

haha ive been so lazy these past few days. anyway here are sum of my fave simpson quotes

Homer: How is education supposed to make me feel smarter? Besides, every time I learn something new, it pushes some old stuff out of my brain. Remember when I took that home winemaking course, and I forgot how to drive?

Moe: I'm better than dirt. Well, most kinds of dirt, not that fancy store-bought dirt... I can't compete with that stuff.

Ralph: Hi, Super Nintendo Chalmers!

Homer: Bart, with $10,000, we'd be millionaires! We could buy all kinds of useful things like...love!

sora:jap name

2005-10-20T21:12:00.000+10:00

Your Japanese name should be

'Sora'

which means "sky".

You're a real
day-dreamer. You wish you could just fly away
from it all to explore the world... You love to
explore and travel, and if that's not possible
in reality, you'll just think and day-dream
about it. You're probably very curious.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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"

frendship

2005-10-20T20:38:00.000+10:00

“Then you should have died!” roared Black. “Died rather than betray your friends, as we would have done for you!”

haha luv this quote. this is sumthing that i really believe in, yet when something like this happens, i wonder wat i wil really do. its scary how u think u can trust sumone, and get betrayed by him/her. that's why wen i choose my frends, i choose and stick wid those i know i'll trust. i choose frends hu i can cherish for life, no matter wat they did or wat they'l do in the future. i hate ppol that are 'plastic' or those hu use u for their personal gain. that's y its longer for me to gain real frends. hmm anyway... i mis those frends of mine in the phil. HG peeps hope we cud all get together sumtime.bye

Oct update

2005-10-15T12:09:00.000+10:00

hey. i dont really hav anything to say except i got my dress for prom. yey! haha its black with sparkles, tube n its got a slit on the right. i wont put in pics until our prom nyt on nov. 23. for now i'l leave u this songs that's in my mind for sum tym haha

You Set Me Free- Michelle Branch

Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyesYou're the only one that leaves me completely breathless
No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny'

Cause I wanted to fly,so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is realI'm afraid.
I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting

You make me restlessYou're in my heart
The only light that shines
there in the dark'
Cause I wanted to fly,so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free.

When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing thatI wouldn't do for you'

Cause I wanted to fly,so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

gradutaion day!

2005-09-23T11:16:00.000+10:00

omg! we finally graduated yr. 12! but dont get too excited..we still hav our HSC coming. our long exams to enter uni.. i hate it! anyway.. instead of studying, im doing this. i need to keep the memories ok. so went to graduation n gave candies to those juniors in home group. its a tradition so i guess we keep it going. well went to stage got our reports n stuff n in the end they played a slideshow of ppol. omg i cried! even tho i wasnt close to those ppol (they were nourhan, monica n their group.) i actually cried n i cudnt stop after we came out bcoz of the song prob. n then my family startd taking pictures of me even tho i had a tear stained face. they took a lot too! haha anyway after that i got my shirt signed by frends n teachers. n then went to bondi to return the costume my frend wore on muck up day. they ate pizza n i ate oporto's cuz i didnt thinki'd be stuffed with jus pizza. then ate ice cream n then went back. but tho we didnt do a lot we had lots of fun n dats the important thing! here's pics from dat day..

mock up day!

2005-09-22T10:58:00.000+10:00

oh this day was fun! we came in casual clothes instead of uniform n didnt get reprimanded. hhaha most yr. 12s came in costume, my frend went as a rasta man, others as a pirate, witch, hmm oh sahar came as a frenchman n sophie went as a nerdie/ old man cuz she was wearing suspenders. hehe it was fun cuz we really didnt do anything at all in class n prob every class just said their farewells to each other. we gave ms siokos her present(i think black/ red stone necklace) n also ms. aslanis'. we got a presnt from ms aslanis hahha chocolates with marshmallows. yum! i still hav some outside. hmm wat else did we do, oh sum yr. 12 put up a sign outside the skul.. it says school for sale $100 starting price! hehe im not sure if the price was right but ye it ws sumthing like dat. i'l leave u with sum pics now...

rain

2005-09-17T19:46:00.000+10:00

kahapon umuulan sa amin.. downcast nga since umaga and i felt dreary. nun nakita ko un ulan knina, naisip ko un mga pilipino na mga bata na dati naglilimos sa kotse namin. nalungkot ako kc alam ko na di ko cla matutulungan. philippines is in such a crazy state ryt now and i really dont kno how ppol wil all live. i feel lyk i need to crtisize the govt yet the citizens of philipines dont really care. i just hope dat everything turns out better..

blue sky waiting tomorrow

2005-09-03T21:05:00.000+10:00

Blue sky-Hale

When do stars fade their light?

Does the moon and the sun make it right

For you the world maybe

Like an endless storm chasing a mystery

Is there hate in your heart?

Does your body drop and tell you to stop

Loving you or loving me

When it all falls down you just sing with me

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow

Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering

A blue sky waiting tomorrow

Waiting tomorrow

Maybe it's all we need

Oh don't you wash away that smile

You just look out the window and see the light

It's beautiful to be alive

It's wonderful to live a life

The sun is sure to shine

For you and me for everyone

So don't be sad it's just the start

Of a new beginning in your life

Rain will keep on pouring

Some things you can't control

And while the sun seems far and hard to hold

It will unfold

There will always be a blue sky

A blue sky waiting tomorrow

Smile guys..there's always a tomorrow...luv u'se

7

2005-09-03T00:45:00.000+10:00

7 random facts about you:
1. i'm about to graduate high school(this year)
2. i cut my hair short last holidays
3. i like anime
4. i like reading fantsy books
5. i want to study nursing at UTS (university of technological sydney)
6. i love my frends
7. m just me

7 things that scare you:
1. umm ghost? hehe eg. ghost stories/movies
2. being by myself in a room that's totally dark, ur imagination sometimes goes wild
3. cochroaches andother dirty bugs
4. mice..dont like them
5. being blind
6. if something bad happens
7. losing someone dear...

things you like most:
1. me frends!
2. me photo album
3. my family
4. photos! lots of em
5. music- loving Hale at the moment
6. interesting books
7. haha me new phone!

7 important things in my bed room:
1. bed
2. accessories for hair
3. computer
4. clothes?
5. photos
6. mp3
7. TV, dvds

7 things you plan to do before you die
1. hmm want to travel the world..
2. hmm accomplish the things i want..be successful
3. learn how to play the guitar
4. learn important and interesting facts
5. haha watch all the harry potter movies with my frends
6. stay in touch with frends
7. tell all my loved ones that i love them and how much they mean to me...

7 things I can't do:
1. i can't dance! hahaha
2. i can never beat all those smart ppol in class
3. i can never be me sometimes
4. i dont know how to stitch, cross stitch..stuff like dat
5. sit around all day doin nothin
6. can't and won't ever murder some1
7. draw properly

7 things that atttract you to the opposite sex:
1. eyes!
2. nice personality
3. sense of humor
4. sweet
5. lovable..hehe
6. un hinde peke..un nagpoporma lng
7. mabait sa ibang tao..haha not just to me

7 things you say the most:
1. omg
2. um...
3. wat???
4. hehe
5. what's dat?
6. its alright
7. ahh well..

7 celeb crushes:1. Edison Chen..haha dats 4 u zahrah
2.Adam Brody..he's cute
3. James Lafferty..from One Tree Hill
4.. i dont think i hav any anymor..hhee

7 people you want to take this quiz:1. anyone2. hayley?3. zahrah?4. 5. 6. 7.

uni open day

2005-08-28T22:53:00.000+10:00

wahhahaa..this day was fun. went out with hayley n zahrah(hayley didnt get lost this time on the train hehe) saw lots of ppol..gillian, fiona's group, kriz, sabrina and yinlin said she was there too..
hehe after we went to uni of syd..only went to 1 lecture(too boring) then we just asked around about the courses we can take. then went to broadway to eat, took pics in victoria park n then went to UTS. we didnt do much der, just got sum stuff 4 nursing. then we went to the city (QVB) to look for prom dresses. hehe it was nice and refreshing to be going out..after the stifling days inside the house doing assessments. omg der's only 16 days till the end of HS..yey! excluding HSC of curs.
nb.wahhh!! i cant put the pics we took in here (well here's one)

another day

2005-08-26T22:18:00.000+10:00

hehe but this one's nice and funny..actually a lot of things happened today..so let me start from the moment i woke up...
so woke up at about 7:30 tho i'm supposed to be up by 6:45 at least so dat i can catch my train and eat a decent breakfast. hehe but tho i ddnt wanna go to skul(but i kno i hav 2), i went to skul and managed to catch the early train at 8:30am, eating a siopao along d way..hehe
so arrived to skul, had english for 1st subject and learnt dat ms.siokos had to leave us alone to watch frontline, probabaly to organize d 45th anniversery of our skul..after eng, i had anc. history where i had to do my last assessment for the year(until d trials) yey! at least it was easy tho i myt hav made some mistakes along the way..then we had long recess where we have food and chat for about 40 mins. (its long cuz teachers hav their own little gathering where they eat and have wine..we kno cuz they try to hide it, but we see t anyway..and they probably go talk bout naughty students lol. sahar finished her drama exam today for HSC, they said every1 was so stressed bout it yesterday..hehe but she said she did alryt for her monologue. then after recess, went to modern history. ms.aslanis finally returned our marks! (after 2 days f jus carrying it n making us feel sick) i knew i did bad, didnt really study hehe..after dat, we were going to study n do work but then we said we'd rather look at the anniversery thingy of d skul.
they had pics of the skul and the students since 1960s, it was funny,we saw the styles of the hippies n the era of mini skirts(they were really really short)+ d bad hairstyles and gowns they had at the times..(imagine those clothes worn by r mums in their teenage years..hahhha). We also saw pics of the teachers since they started, tolhurst, semenec, mr. roberts...hahha it was great..other teachers were thin and became fat, and other fat teachers became thin, + those who had hair at the time(Jenkins hehe) and some looked really young..the pics wer lyk from 1986-1998 was the latest i think..hehe. after dat we had lunch..
i was shocked wen at our bible meetings, sum1 was harassing a frend of myn, joanna's her name. it wasnt just teasing tho, it myt hav led to sum serious stuff (u kno wat i mean) a group of guys came to her i think and started pulling her bag and throwing it around or sumting, i think they didnt stop until she said 'Jesus Christ' or sumting along those lines..she being a christian n all. she and another frend of myn reported it to a teacher. after dat it made me think u kno..maybe it was because she looked a little helpless(a grl hu looked lyk she wouldnt evn think of striking others or say sumthing about them, she's just not dat outspoken). after dat, had business and maths then went home.
at bout 5 me had to go to work, im not sure if it was really busy but the manager said we made quite a lot. chat with ronnie.. hehe she said she jigged today and dat she was caught by her mum. hahha stupid her..she shuldnt hav been at cronulla, i think she lives there or if not she frequents dat place anyway.. her mum caught her and actually told her she needed to apologise to the prinicipal for missing one of her classes..dat was so funy!then she made sum acts of her teacher and the way they walk..they wer really funny(i cant realy describe it here lol) n at 10 i came home and now m writing this blog..
tomorrow we'r going out to sydney uni open day, hope its fun der! l8r days!

i've been tagged

2005-08-14T23:07:00.000+10:00

What are the things you enjoy even when no one around you wants to go out and play?

i luv reading books but they have to be really adventurous and they need to be books dat u just cant put down. i'll giv a list..harry potter 3 n 6, the sevenwaters trilogy, his dark materials trilogy.
i also like reading fanfics..agen they have to be adventurous, with a hint of romance and fantasy..sum fics i usu. look at are cardcaptor sakura n hp.
listening to music too..

What lowers your stress/ blood pressure/ anxiety level?
hmm music probably+ friends.. music cus u can listen to either rock or slow depending on your mood.n also wid songs u can relate to sum of them
friends of curs lowers ur stress level cus u can talk to them about watever.. hehe n they'll understand. guys ur the best..u kno hu u r

sakura

2005-08-12T21:59:00.000+10:00

God..I’m loving cherry blossoms at the moment..they remind me of nice, sweet, innocent things..maybe because I like the cardcaptor sakura anime n I’m always reminded of d girl in der. lol
Anyway, trials are ovr! Thnk god! But then we go back to our old skulwork, we still hav about a month left, then term break, then actual HSC! Ahhh it gets me wondering.. wat to do after studying HS+college after 3 years. Then u work, but isn’t dat wats weird.. u don’t study nymore n u jus work 4 d rest of ur lyf..well till 50+ u kno.. id lyk to study mor tho..wat else to say..jus watched big brother n they jus did stuff dat 's lyk in fear factor, the bugs n the walking in a plank 20 m. up to win cash prize.. well dont really hav anything to say so i'll leave u sum nice sakura flowers..

me

2005-08-08T13:48:00.000+10:00

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan

Your name is...

Your kiss is...

delicious

Your hugs are...

to die for

Your eyes...

sparkle like the stars

Your touch is...

heart warming

Your smell is...

exotic

Your smile is...

amazing

Your love is...

unique

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How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	I'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes say	You're amazing.
Your hugs say	I promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses say	I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	I love you.

bout trials

2005-08-06T23:33:00.000+10:00

ahhhh!!!! ths is my 3rd time to write this blog! m angry now! i was gonna talk bout my trials but m so pissed..i wanted to say dat im probably gonna fail my maths, eng and me business test cuz i ws too lazy to study..i blame myself
and my unc and his fam are going to live with us at the start of sept. so we're waiting patiently..the house will be crowded!

outing

2005-07-14T22:21:00.000+10:00

we had so much fun last tuesday dats the 12-july 05. it started when we were meeting each other at the train station. my frend( zahrah dats her in green) and i met at riverwood station to go to the city. Then we were going to catch the same train dat hayley (in pink) would catch but at beverly hills. and so we catched our trains but we didnt find hayley in the carriages cuz we got confused which carriage we should be in. every time there was a stop, me n zahrah decided to get off the train and get to the first carriages(we were at the back). we went through the carriages one by one but stil couldnt find her. it was so funny, and we probably looked stupid. we didnt find each other until after the train reached our destinations. after that we went to watch bewitched. it was quite alryt. then it was lunch time and we ate at subways. they shared a foot long vegetarian sub and i got the roast beef deli. then we met my sis with her frends. they were watching a movie too'war of the worlds'. the movie was cheaper on a tuesday half price even. then we went to chinatown. we had our pics taken at the neoprint machines but they were jap so we didnt understand wat to do, gud thing they had a guy to teach us. hehe it was so fun we spent almost $30 for all the pics. it was bout $10 each. the last one we didnt know only produced two cards! we were so irritated! and we only had one design not like those at the sides(we didnt know so we had a not so nice one) after dat they bought shoes! but it was alryt cuz it was dicounted but the sales lady wouldnt let us off without buying anything. she was so persistent! sobra. they had skirts at the stores too but it was still $45, still expensive!!! the lady said she was gona give us dicounts too if we bought more. we bought 3 and she said that it was already discounted.my frend was pissed. hehehe after dat, we were gona watch another movie, fantastic 4 but by the time we got there, it was sold out. the next ones were not till 4:30 and it would finish late and so we just roam around the malls and then went home..the night was uneventful but we had our fun! dats it for now..

party!

2005-06-30T22:35:00.000+10:00

well we had a party for ms. lee, our math's teacher, cuz she was going to retire and we won't see her agen! wahh! hahhaa just joking. well we bought her a big card, made a cake (see d choc in our teeth? hhehe), a gift (a cup and saucer) with engravings. then we had lots of fud! doritos, biscuits, drinks, candy, chocolate. god, we had so much that we had a stomach ache after that.(it was early morning so most of us did not really have breakfast lol) hmm it was fun! if u want to see mor pics clik at the link below.. http://au.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/charlene3138/album?.dir=237c&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//au.photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos

be nice to me...i gave blood today

2005-06-07T20:56:00.000+10:00

haha nagbigay me ng blood ngaun. nakakatakot nga kc tatlo sa mga kakilala k ng faint. e pero nun nag check naman me ng blood ok namn daw un iron level kya k lng. tapos mabuti di nman sumasakit ulo ko o kya nag-faint since donating. cguro kc di daw sila kumain at kulang water and sugar levels. hehe so masaya ako. nakatulong rin naman at nakakain ng cake! hehe kc 1500 donation na nun skul at nagcelebrate cla with a $85 sponge with cream and jam cake. hhe yum! umm nu pa ba..ah nagcut na me ng hair. ang ikli na.not over the shoulders pa nga e, tapos layered kya lalo umikli, pero k lng naman daw sabi ng mga frends ko,nagmukha nga daw bata . hhe nanotice kc, bigla nagpa-gupit. hehhe tapos ang ikli pa naman. sis ko nagpa-kulot nga eh, un wavy na kulot tapos nilagyan pa ng moose and other stuffs. ok naman, sabi nga magpa-dye pa daw eh, pero mahal na. $75 na un kulot at gupit eh. ok till here nlng

sick!

2005-05-28T19:35:00.000+10:00

aaahh been sick since wed. just with a cold but then i had headaches too and i became so tired. and just a while ago i felt like puking...aaahh...but at least im a bit alryt now. hmm i didnt go to skul last friday and i learnt that they gave 2 asessments on that day! wahh!!! im gonna die when i come back! and we're moving houses nxt nxt week so i wont have the internet to do my assignments on. aahh dunno how i'l do it. im so not used to studying everyday anymore and i really need to study for my HSC!
but hey on a lightr note we're going to check out this new shopping mall..yey..shopping hehhe. n i was thinking of getting a haircut. i really need one i think and i'd lyk a short haircut style. haha i'll put on a pic at friendster when i get my cut..hehehe so this for now. ciao!

yey! friday!

2005-05-20T16:25:00.000+10:00

so u all know its friday and i love my fridays. u get to 'laze' around doing nothing, sleep, eat dinner and just wait for the late night movie to start. its fun especially if the movie's nice (most of the movies they show our oldies, not really old but maybe 2 years back) and u dont have to worry bout work or school the next day. unfortunately for me, i do have work. hhmmm wat else do i hv to tell? oh i signed up for a blood donation. i'm scared cuz i've only donated once and its scary seeing the big needle agen and how much blood they take. hehe but hey, its for helping ppol and u get freebies too. they said every 3 seconds people need blood and a person can save 3 lives everytym he donates. my teacher's mum just died and its a buzz around skul. its a buzz cuz the teachers are leaving at the last period today for the funeral and they tried to keep it quiet and said it was only a meeting but it leeked. its wrong that some ppol treat it as just a normal circumstance but ppol should have some more respect. a person just died and its just wrong.

14 of may:moments lyk this

2005-05-17T19:48:00.000+10:00

grabe! ang saya nun excursion namin nun saturday! i know, ur all thinking bakit sat. dapat la pasok un day na un ah (actually kung nsa sj ka, bka sanay ka na na may pasok tuwing sat.) pero sat. lng un only day na pwede mabook un play na napanoud namin.
well so i'll tell ya what happened on th day. lumabas kmi ng 11:00am to meet up at the train station to get to the city taps nagbus pa papunta sa bondi beach. nandun kc un play e, malapt sa beach. so after an hour involving a crowded bus ride, little air and a crazy bus driver, we finally got out of the bus. at least the scene was nice. we arrived at about 1pm but the play did not start til 2:30 so we got to eat lunch and shop around. our lunch was a half vegetarian, half chicken large pizza which we all shared. there was 5 of us in the group and the pizza was only $16 so we only paid about $3 each. that was cheap enough. there was like 8 pieces only but it was fine, we stuffed ourselves with ice cream after that.hehehe but u know what happended while we were eating our pizza at the beach, these sea gulls were at MID AIR(and i meant not flying over us to get sumwhere but staying on top of us!) hovering over our foods! they were lyk vultures out in the desert with no food to eat and they WERE trying to eat our food!!!!! there was lots and LOTS of them and we feared they were gonna poopoo on us, so what we did we ran into a building and hid in there. hehehe at least the birds didnt try to get in but they were following us until we reached the building and ppol were lauging at us cause we probabably did look crazy. hehehe
ok so then we watched the play.the play was 'king lear' by shakespeare. it was alryt but it was on a small set/theatre so di masyado maganda, la nga cla curtains and change of backdrops and there was only 7 people acting out lyk 15 characters. it was alryt i guess. after the play, it was already 5:30 and the sun was down. we didnt get to see the sunset but the surroundings was still nice. i didnt get to take pictures(i didnt bought a cam or do i have a cam phone, dat's why i want one hehehe. for moments lyk this!) happy bday pla porman! hehe

SG wannabe

2005-05-13T19:42:00.000+10:00

so let's talk about music. a friend told me bout SG wannabe and if u guys lyked the songs in 'fullhouse' the korean drama, the ones i downloaded sounded a bit lyk dat. i really lyked the song 'jwae wah byul' cus a frend showed me the video and she was so into the video that i came to lyk it too. the other girl in fullhouse i dunno her name, she was the designer of rain, and she acted in the music video, she was nice there (i used to not lyk her) hehe ya their music's nice and i heard dbsg(dong bang shin gi) are gud as wel but i havent downloaded their songs. se7en's love is nice.

may

2005-05-10T07:55:00.000+10:00

grabe! may na! ang bilis tlaga ng oras..feeling ko february pa rn.hehe ang dami bday sa may pla..lalo na sa 1st week. cathy-may2, mau-may 4, mum ko-may 5,tapos c gian-may 7. un aunty ko-may 8, tapos may 17-porman, may 25- mysh, may 27-shobe valerie, tapos may 30-zed. dami noh.pero la ako gifts for most of them eh. hehhe sorry ah. hmm..la naman nagbago sa kin kya cguro feeling ko na time has not passed yet.hmmm..la na tlaga me masabi.hi nlng sa mga bumabasa! hapy bday for those ppol up der and belated happy mother's day!

blah

2005-04-18T16:52:00.000+10:00

haha hmm... today's a nice day. nag-work me, pero di naman masyado napagod kht na 6 hours work at la break. just chatting now with mau...la masabi eh

inis!

2005-04-16T15:21:00.000+10:00

grabe! nakakainis un isang customer ko sa drivethru. friday ngaun kya busy, usually un mga problema ng mga customers un ang tagal ng wait nila pra sa pagkain, pero hinde ganun un problema e. ako nagkukuha ng money sa register, tapos isang lalaki, bigay nya sa kin $20 note. sabi nya mali daw un change, bigay daw nya sa kin $50, e sure ko 20 un. e di ni-check ko un register, e wala ngang $50 note sa register ko e, kung bigay mo man sa kin $50 dapat nandyan un 50 mo, e la nga e. tapos un lalaki ayw maniwala na wla un 50 nya, sabi nya galing lng daw cya ng banko at diretso daw cya sa KFC, lam nya ni withdraw nya 50 dw, la na daw cya ibang pera. e ni-chchek nya pockets nya tapos nakita ko nga may $10 at $5 notes e, cguro ni spent na nya 50 nya. e inis ba naman, kc di daw cya aals unless binigay change nya, e sabi ko $20 nga lng bigay mo eh, la ngang 50 d2, di ko naman un itatago lng noh (la kmi pockets sa pants). kya nun ayaw umalis, tinawag ko c daniel(un manager) taps cnabi nya kunin nlng daw un details ng lalaki tapos sasabihan nlng daw kung lumabas un $50 note nya. e yaw pa rin umalis, nun huli nag-park sya sa harap ng KFc at naghintay sa labas, kinausap ata ni daniel. buti naman di sumigaw o ano. napaiyak nga ako e kc ang sama ba naman ng pagsalita sa kin, as if I did sumting wrong and not him. sobra cya noh! cya nga un nagkamali e, la nga 50 dun e! may sira lang talaga cya sa ulo!!!! i wasnt even supposed to work today!! naawa lng ako kay tegan e, prang la tlaga mahanap na kapalit. she owes me ha! inis!!!!

holidays

2005-04-11T10:03:00.000+10:00

yey! may 2 week holiday kmi! haha nun last week na dream ko c blanche may gus2 daw kay gi. hhehe la lang, nakakatawa kc bakit ba naman cla na-dream ko. (if eva nakita nila ni gi or ni blanche to sabihin nyo sa kin kung totoo ah) nun sa dream ko rin naging mabait na daw c blanche. ewan ko ba kc dati prang may pagka-mean yan eh. (tanung nyo kay hubert..hehe. may lifelong galit kmi sa kanya dti e, ngaun d naman me galit, may dislike lng) hmm cge till here!

today speech tom.

2005-04-04T14:31:00.000+10:00

well nothing much to say. o have a speech coming up tomorrow and am about to be finish! thank god! i was stressing so much.plus i'm scared of the teacher. she really nice and stuff but sometimes she's just scary! hhee anyway nothing really bad about her. she's been a great help to us and she's the english head teacher, so she's really smart and stuf. hmm wat else to say? o we have 2 weeks-holidays after this week. yey! no skul! hehe but still have assignments! so crap. hehe so dats for now
PS maybe u guys are wondering y m speaking in english ryt now. it just that ive been typing in english all day. just 'sanay' i guess

halaga

2005-04-03T14:36:00.000+10:00

Halaga by Parokya ni Edgar

Umiiyak ka na naman Langya talaga , wala ka bang ibang alam Namumugtong mga mata Kailan pa ba kaya ikaw magsasawa

II. Sa problema na iyong pinapasan Hatid sayo ng boyfriend mong hindi mo maintindihanMay kwento kang pandrama na naman

III.Parang pang TV na walang katapusan Hanggang kailan ka bang ganyanHindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahanAng pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga Na wala nang ginagawa kundi ang paluhain ka

Chorus:Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayoy nag-kasamaIilang ulit palang kitang makitang masayaNaiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nyaSiguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang iyongTunay na halaga

IV. Hindi na dapat pag-usapan paNagpapagod na rin ako sa aking kakasalita Hindi ka rin naman nakikinig Kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking bibig

V. Sa mga payo kong di mo pinapansinAkala mo’y nakikinig di rin naman tatanggapinAyoko nang isipin paDi ko alam ba’t di mo makayanan na iwanan sya

VI. Ang dami-dami naman diyang iba Wag kang mangangambang baka wala ka nang ibang MakitaNa lalake na magmahal sayoAt hinding hindi nya sasayangin ang pag-ibig moVII. Minsan hindi ko maintindihanParang ang buhay natin ay napagti-tripanMedyo Malabo yata ang mundoBinabasura ng iba ang siya’y pinapangarap ko

Repeat chorusRepeat VIIRepeat chorus

feeling like this lately. well, not really. i know that people love me and still care about me no matter wat i do. thanks guys!

all for fries

2005-03-18T16:55:00.000+11:00

knina lumabas kmi ng skul tapos pumunta sa narwee which is like 15 min. walk from our skul. naglakad kmi kc c ros yaw ipadrive kaklase ko ppnta dun, unsafe dw, kya naglakad nlng kmi. thing is, we only have 40 min to walk there and back. edi punta kmi, pero ang dami plang bumibili.meron mga guys from some skul mga 10 ata sila. tapos ang dami pa inorder kya di kmi makabili. in the end, kailangan ko na maglakad pabalik sa skul kasi ma-mmiss ko na class ko. di ko pa nakuha un wedges ko huhuhu :( after that class tsaka pwde ko kainin, nagutom pa naman ako! tapos humingi pa sa kin un ancient history class ko, mga 11 lng naman kmi, pero nun pag balik sa kin ubos na! huhuhu kawawa naman ako!
hehe pero k lng. masaya naman un outing namin. kht sandali lng and i didnt get everything i wanted! hehe ya, naglalakd in the light rain, tapos ang lamig lamig. dont think i'll 4get that experience soon...

march 13

2005-03-15T10:24:00.000+11:00

kahapon b day k..hehe wat to say? went out to burwood mall, ate lunch with auntie susie and their family, tapos mall ulit, tapos uwi na. ang gulo gulo ng mga bata..huhuhu me have to endure it. buti un baby mga 9 months lng. tahimik pa. hmm...had greetings throughout the day, hangang ngayon un mga frends ko sa skul ng greet pa. hehe i feel so appreciated? hhaa un napansin ba. hhee m just glad they still remember me..had a boring bday..that's all i have to say.

my last day as a 16 year old

2005-03-13T16:04:00.000+11:00

haha..march 12 ngayon. in a few hours 17 na ako. not that big of a deal. belief ko: no matter what age as long as you accomplish something in your life, ok na un. hinde ko pa nga nakukuha driver's license ko e. dito sa aust. tatlong test kailangan mo gawin. 1st yun L, general questions, di ka pa ipapadrive. tapos un P, pwede na magdrive kailangan lam mo rules and other stuff. may set speed ang P. tapos un full license na. hinde pa ako nakakuha ng L k, 16 pa lng pwede na. tinatamad kasi ako e..hmmm wat else to say? di me nagtrabaho ngayon, di daw busy kya di ako kailangan. sa bahay nlng, nuod movies...may iron chef pla ngayon, chocolate and apples un main theme nya. yum!

memories

2005-03-11T21:17:00.000+11:00

kanina lng tinitignan ko un mga pics ng mga batchmates ko sa SJ...grabe gusto ko na umiyak kasi feeling ko i used to be in that group pero ngaun wla na ako dyan. i could have made very strong memories of what i did in my high school years, with friends that are like family. feeling ko that my life would be so much better there than here. sad na sad ako kasi lam ko hinde ko pwede balikan un years na yun. i just realized now that ang sarap sarap kasama un mga kaibigan ko sa pinas. compared to here, sure, nagkkwentuhan kami, may memories rin pero its not as memorable as the ones in the philippines. ang close knit lng talga sa pilipinas. and im sad cuz i cant be with them to make those memories...

first

2005-03-09T17:20:00.000+11:00

ok..so this s my first tym here..umm..wat about today? had a surprise quiz in maths(a subject i hate) then everything was normal. went home and read a fanfic 'Princess of the Rogues' by HuntressDiana. its nice if u read tamora pierce's the lioness quartet. umm m now listening to music..soon gonna sleep cuz its late here and me have skul tom. dats it for now..