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hehe merry christmas sa inyong lahat! at advance happy new year na rin! enjoy ur presents, im craving for sum bibingka ryt now!!! wahhh! i miss dat.. yum yum. bsta pag uwi ko i hav to remind myself to eat dat. hehe on another note, ewan ko kung kailan kmi pwede bumalik pinas. sana naman soon pero alam ko na ang mahal mahal ng ticket pabalik. sana manalo kmi ng lottery ticket hehe..pero i gues meron pang ibang tao na mas desperado. anyway...havent been doing much this holidays, nuod lng ng mga movies nka 3 na ata ako ths december..haha harry potter, king kong, narnia, tapos manunuod pa ata ng just like heaven sa tues. hehe ubos na pera ko.... ermm anyway to nalng muna. latest pics pla
THISweetMELODY.[3:15 PM]
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yesterday...
my sis, cuz, and i went to karaoke at capitol! haha the room wasnt dodgy at all. it was real gud but i gues the problem was it ws just a bit small, but considering der wer only 3 of us, i gues it was alryt. the room was airconditioned too so dats gud. we took the 2 hours happy hour with free drink. sheesh we chose so many songs..i think about a 100 but we ddnt get to finish all of em. i cant believe 2 hours wasnt enuf! most of the songs wer oldies too like 1900s. hehe ermm stil havent gotten mum or dad anything but i spent about $65 yesterday-->on transpo, fud (lunch and dinner), a polo 4 my sis, karaoke..all my money, my sis couldnt withdraw yet n i had all the money! wahhhh
and today...
worked... der wer 2 things dat happend today. this guy came in and i served him. der wer tables to be wiped down so did dat. the guy suddenly asked me sumting. i ddnt quite catch wat he said the first time but he was showing me a small silver box. i duno wat it was and he was kinda shoving it to me. my first thought was dat the guy myt be selling drugs so i baked away and was like "no, no i dont do that" but then he said sumting agen and i figured it probably wasnt drugs. he kinda had a dopey look so u kno i wud hav thought dat. it was kinda weird talking to him but he ddnt appear dangerous. and then he was saying to me: "hey you're a young girl, how would u liked to be proposed to. " i had this crazy idea that he myt want to marry me.. but thing was i think he was nervous or sumtng and he ddnt kno how to bring it up (i.e to propose to sum1). i said to him " i duno, i haven't been in that situation before" i felt sorry for him..poor guy, he looked desperate...then he just said "im sorry, i shouldnt have asked" and i went bak to the counter and kinda couldnt luk at him afterdat. i wanted to help him see but i duno..
2nd thing, i think i finaly had to admit sumting to myself. not gona write it here tho..its personal..
> laugh now cry later<
THISweetMELODY.[7:20 PM]
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What tickles you pink? Sweet Gestures tickle you pink
You are White Chocolate
You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!
Hand-written love letters stuffed into your purse. Giving up a seat on the bus to a pregnant woman. You love the little things in life — and you know that they can make all the difference. Whether you're giving, receiving, or just watching from afar, nothing brightens up your day like a token of affection or seeing people treat each other with kindness.Thoughtful and caring, you often put the needs of others above your own. That's why friends and family trust you, your goals, and advice — they know that you always have the best of intentions at heart. It's simple really, making other people happy makes you happy. What could be better than that?
THISweetMELODY.[12:07 PM]
i copied this from sum1's blog..hope u dont mind (huever u are)...but u hav to admit its quite funny and its quite sad
"Torpe" is one of those Filipino cultural words. Its English equivalent, timid, does not fully capture its real meaning. But then again, neither does its local popular meaning. To most Filipinos, it simply means being shy with the opposite sex. Yet it is something more than that. In order to fully comprehend the term, let us observe a typical torpe and how he goes about his love life.
While most people fall head over heels for voluptous women, our torpe does not. The usual subject of his affections is someone who is, as childish as it may sound, nice. Our torpe easily falls for a lady who is amiable, congenial, and smiles a lot (it would seem that he looks more for personality rather than for physical beauty). He doesn't go after a lady just so that he can have someone to brag to his friends out.
Rather, he likes someone whom he could talk with, share some thoughts with, walk under the stars with. But neither the talk nor the walk really ever happens, for how can he talk to someone whom he shies away from? Being a torpe, he does not have enough courage to talk, or do any form of interaction, with his crush. He sweats at the mere thought of saying something to her. He runs (yes, this does happen) whenever he sees her coming and hides in some desolate room (torpes have sharp eyes and can easily spot their crush from miles away). And when he has no place to run or hide, our torpe simply passes her by and pretends that he did not see her, from fear that he may have to say anything to her. The most that he ever does is to take an occasional glimpse at her. And should his crush just happen to look at him too as he glances at her, a thousand stampeding horses rush about in his chest.
What happens if, by some freak of nature, our torpe is forced into a situation in which he has to talk to his crush? He usually just stands there and gathers dust, waiting and hoping that it is she who shall initiate a conversation. And if she does not do anything to start they end up saying "hi" and "hello" to each other 10 times over. But usaully, after the third "hi" and fifth "hello," the lady says that she has to go somewhere and leaves. Our torpe then blames himself for fouling up what seemed to be the chance of a lifetime for him. Don't get him wrong, it is not that he does not want to speak with her. In fact it's quite the opposite, he zealously wants to talk with her. He does anythign he can to get a chance to converse with his crush. He follows her home, to the library, to her classes, to the mall, to the church, eagerly waiting for her to notice and approach him. He would approach if he could, but the nearer she becomes the more his tongue swells. And when she is within talking distance, zoom! He runs away.
So, how does our torpe court his crush? Through letters. What he cannot say personally he says with pen and paper. At first, he sends a thank you note for some trivial thing, or a birthday card, or a christmas card, or a bar mitzvah card (torpes sometimes employ the most outrageous of excuses). If she sends him a note in return, he then sends her a letter. This time, the letter is a narrative on how his day went, but he ends it with a question on how her day went or on how she is. He hopes that she'll write back, but, almost always, she never does. Yet our torpe still writes to her, and writes, and writes, and writes, until she is literally flooded with letters. As time progresses, these letters start to contain declarations of love toward her. As I said, what he cannot say personally he says with pen and paper. This of course does not mean that he loves her any less than a normal person would. It's just that he's too afraid to tell her.
In the end, his crush distances herself from him, evades him. She is afraid that our torpe will think that she likes him too. But he'll never think this way. He knows that she won't fall for him; for who could like someone who's too afraid to talk, too scared to speak to the most important person in his life, too frightened to say the wrong thing to the lady whom he loves above all else. I should know-I'm a torpe too.
HOW CAN HE BE SO SURE SHE WON'T FALL?
THISweetMELODY.[10:54 AM]
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pareho kmi ni mysh, gusto namin tong kanta na to. hehe
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