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skul starts!

wow! what can i say? Uni is finally starting and who in their first year wouldn't be even a tad bit nervous? even I am in a way. i'm getting excited just thinking about what would happen! lol hu in their right mind wud think that u'd get excited going into skul.. hehe anyway.. this next part is going to be angsty..just a warning..dont read if u dont want to

i duno, i've told ppol that uni isnt really that scary, that u'd get through it after the first few days but the thing is, i do think it is easier now than going into high school. u stil dont kno anyone,so of course u kno u hav to make frends.. i think that was the problem with me in my primary years, my only frends wer the ones that got close to me, i dont think i tried to make frends, it was always i need to study or they just ddnt make an effort to kno me.. everything was a blur those first few years.but when i grew older, i knew i wanted frends. i had a few but i never had those realy realy close ones until the end of yr. 6 and most of em changed skul so i was left alone agen.. it was also the year that i realised that frendships are those that needs to be based on loyalty and not just for popularity or anything like dat. ive made frends with the popular kids just cuz u kno they're popular and they'l recognise u whenevr u're with em..if any of my sj frends read this, u kno the incident with Zsa about all the 'suman' thing and she getting embarassed? i realised then that i'm better off without the popular ones just becuz if u're not their frend, they'l ridicule u to death and stab u behind ur back and so in a way i distanced myself from them.. and as i grew up i was always cautious of how i approach sum1 when i make frends, its only to those hu i think wil accept me the way i am. often i'd rather be by myself than sitting with ppol hu wud talk behind my back. so after yr. 6, my first year in high skul was probably the best yr cus i was realy part of a group with the HG . thanks hehe im happy to be ur megami.. i feel sorry that things ddnt work out with u guys der..i wish it wud hav..thanks also to my frends here, uve made my teen lyf fun
anyway gtg bye bye
my private thought..shusshh

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